Sentences

I find it difficult to seperate myself completely from some kind of syntax. It is almost automatic that a pattern of some kind comes out. I feel almost uncomfortable being without. Funny that when I try to make sense it seems that it doesn't and yet when I try to make sentences that do not go together all I can think about is how there is always going to be someway that I could possibly make sense out of this. But, perhaps that is different when it comes to the reader. Maybe the big problem here is that I am thinking too much and writting too little.